Sunday, December 30, 2007

雯雯 爱你 一生一世

老婆 你唔明个啦。
你掂会明姐。

你永远都唔会明白我究竟有.........................多爱你。

我呢世都从来没有过甘的 feel。

直到识到你之后。

Johnny 而加只想同雯雯在埋一起。

一生一世



Johnny 同雯雯说


你令我觉得好温暖,好幸福,好耐都没甘开心过 。好爱你呀老婆! 我呢一世都唔会令你伤心。亦都唔会给你离开我。



老婆,
有个好聪明的人话过:“一夜夫妻,百日恩。”
有个好更加聪明的人话过:“一夜夫妻,百二蚊。”
总有一个超级无敌十分聪明绝顶美丽过人厉害到啪啪声的人话过:
“一夜夫妻, 十万八千七。”


十万八千七, 我需要一点时间,我慢慢还反被你啦!老婆!超低能!



原来我呢一生人最大的成就,就是做你的男人。给我一世都照顾你,保护你,好吗?



谁得到过,愿放手。 曾精彩过,愿挽留,年年月月逝去越是觉得深爱你。





Sunday, December 23, 2007

我好锺意Mickey Mouse.

我好锺意Mickey Mouse.
我好爱你啊老婆!!!!!


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MERRY CHRISTMAS

National Treasure


We listened to carols together at the icon.

We watched movie National Treasure

I fell asleep in her laps. The comfort level was amazing.

I felt so apologetic because of one stupid joke that I made. I didn’t mean it.

I really think that my 雯雯 is very pretty. Absolutely amazing and beautiful. She kept saying that she is not pretty and why would I love someone like her. Its true and I meant it when I said my 雯雯 is gorgeous and 100% captivating. So I decided to pull a prank on her. I said if she ever said that she is not pretty ever again, I will not want her anymore and I pushed her away.

I almost died seeing the look on her face. The shrieking pain killed me instantly. I can feel that pain and it hurts. I am so sorry. I was really playing a fool and it was meant as a joke. I really didn’t mean it. I am not that foolish to do anything in this world to hurt my precious 雯雯. Her happiness is all I ask for. I will never do anything to hurt her. Her look made me felt sad, felt miserable and felt so ashamed of myself.

If there was anything I could do to bring that smile back onto her face, I will do it. I am so sorry.

老婆 我会用一生一世的时间来爱你!!!

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MICKEY MOUSE

向全世界說愛你



*全世界也安靜 為了聽我宣佈
從前我最想找的已經遇到
全世界也感動 我真心我真意
同誠意送上祝福兩相偕老

有你便有最好 心因你自豪
同行共上路 有多驕傲
愛完全給你 亦同樣得到
動情原是極美的消耗

#每一個羨慕 我都感覺到
向憂鬱苦惱寫句號 印於這路上
沒前後的腳步 心扣心
由長夜吻到清早

重唱 *

愛共你探討 火跟你製造
情全面傾倒 放膽表露
我從前雖也 像條害羞草
講I LOVE YOU沒半點吞吐

重唱 #,*

來陪你 引証此生愛可不老

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NATIONAL TREASURE

Together as One


We are now together as one.


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向全世界說愛你

Back in Singapore. Surprise!!!


I got a message. I cannot reply. I cannot let her know I am awake and on the bus now. I cannot.

I got another message. I cannot. I must bear it. It is so painful. But I know I cannot. I need to give her this surprise. I have only slept like 2 hours since yesterday. But I wasn’t tired. I was so excited.

I called Weitai to ask her down for a cigarette. She was there.

She was there.

She was there.

I dropped my stuff and hugged her. I know I will be hers forever.

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TOGETHER AS ONE

Christmas Party in KL


Although I am here in KL but my mind only contain images of my 雯雯. I really don’t want to go anywhere. I just want to be next to her. Next to her all the time. Next to her all my life.

I cannot stop myself from messaging her. I cannot stop myself from calling her. I missed her so much.

The party here in KL is quite fun. My colleagues were very entertaining. This was my first time seeing my boss sing. That was funny. Had some gift exchange and won some lucky draws. Overall was fun. But things could be better if my 雯雯 is here next to me.

As Dee came to pick me up after my Christmas Party. He asked if I wanted to get a drink some where. I said no. All I wanted to do was to check whether if I could get the next ticket home to see my 雯雯.

My scheduled coach back was on Friday. But I really don’t want to stay in KL for a Thursday as I really miss my 雯雯 too much. I wanted to go back ASAP. If I could get a flight I would fly immediately.

We went over to Pudu to check if there were any tickets back home ASAP.

I got one for Thursday and I was delighted. This is going to be a surprise.

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BACK IN SINGAPORE.. SURPRISE!!!!

Trip to KL

Today was a very sad day. I had to go to Kuala Lumpur for a business trip. I knew that I wont be able to meet my 雯雯 for at least for another day or two. The thought of it was already driving me crazy. Too crazy!!!! I cannot bear to leave my 雯雯 alone in Singapore. I know I should not be that possessive but I knew that I just couldn’t. I love this woman too much.

I board my coach with a heavy heart. A heavy heart that I know I couldn’t carry. It was just too heavy. My heart was buried deep in Singapore but my body has traveled cross the border of Malaysia.

雯雯 was drunk that night. I was very upset. Initially I was very worried for my 雯雯. I cannot say much but I was angry that I was not in Singapore to take care of her when she is unhappy. I got angry and very very angry when I heard that my 雯雯 was upset over some stupid shit that happened before. I was furious when I know that my 雯雯 was thinking of someone else and not me. I was upset. My eyes were tearing and my heart was bleeding. The pain was excruciating. I broke down.

Only recently I knew the truth and I was ashamed with myself. I was utterly ashamed with the lack of confidence in myself. Ashamed that I did not believe in my 雯雯. Ashamed that I hid secrets from my 雯雯. I hated myself to have caused considerable pain to this woman that I am willing to die for. I feel disgusted with myself.

The truth beyond the truth is that 雯雯 was upset because I did not entirely told her about my ex-girlfriend. Apparently she heard it from someone else and not me. I caused this entire incident to happen. I felt so miserable. I am so sorry 老婆。

我真的好爱你 王婉雯。

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CHRISTMAS PARTY IN KUALA LUMPUR

好好戀愛




男︰共你相識三千天 我沒名無姓
慶幸也與你逛過 那一段旅程
曾是日夜期待你 施捨一點同情
我對你是固執 做夢或太熱情

女︰在世上 是你始終不肯退後遺忘我
感激你心意 但情人比知己分開更易
怕我愛上你壞了事

男︰完了吧 如無意外
從今開始 該好好戀愛
放下從前一段感情 才能追求將來
你就似沒存在

女︰完了吧 然而你不在
情況未像幻想般變改
告別從前總是不易 原來假如只得我在
我竟未能覓尋下一位摯愛

男︰舊訊息應該刪走 再沒留憑證
我共你去到最遠 也只是友情
如現實是場玩笑 一早清楚內情
過去是勇敢 或是未肯適應

女︰是我笨 大概必須先經錯誤才能會
分清我心意 共行成長 數不清的故事
我已愛上你壞了事
男︰我愛你你扮作不知
男︰完了吧
女︰早該散開
男︰如無意外
女︰縱有感慨
男︰從今開始該好好戀愛
女︰為何我寂寞不來
男︰放下從前一段感情 才能追求將來
你就似沒存在
女︰當做我沒存在

女︰完了吧
男︰應該放開
女︰仍能撐起來
男︰縱有感慨
女︰前進便讓自尊心放開
男︰期望你能尋獲愛
女︰告別從前總是不易 然而假如
不止你在 你可願仍逗留在這愛海
男︰只得我在 再不願盲目留在這愛海

男︰我與你 大概始終不能相愛
女︰可否不離開 講出你的感慨
男︰我用心戀愛 下段道路定更精彩
女︰你用心戀愛 下段道路定更精彩

男︰完了吧 如無意外
曾失戀的都必須戀愛
女︰悔恨從前隱瞞感情 常常猜疑將來
你就似沒存在
男︰我就似沒存在

合︰完了吧 仍能撐起來
前進便讓自尊心放開
告別從前總是不易
男︰然而假如只得我在
女︰然而假如不止你在
男︰我怎讓來覓尋下一位摯愛
女︰你可願留下來盼一位摯愛

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TRIP TO KUALA LUMPUR

First time at my place


Jae has finally returned to Singapore after a long trip to Saudi Arabia. I wanted so much for my 雯雯 to meet Jae as Jae is also a very good friend of mine.

Therefore all of us met up for dinner. Me, my 雯雯, Jae and Weitai all met up for dinner.

I wanted so much to bring 雯雯 home and therefore I suggested that I go home and take the car to send her back. 雯雯 apparently agreed. The smile on my face was amazing. She is such a sweet cutie pie as she suggested purchasing some donuts home for my mum. We proceed to get some Munchy Donuts from the booth at Katong.

And here she was, in my house, for the first time of the rest of her life. She met my mum, my dad, my sister, my sister-in-law, my niece and my nephew. 雯雯 was amazing as she was the perfect girlfriend, the perfect lover and the perfect wife. Everything about her was amazing. I can tell that all my family members loved her especially my mum. 雯雯 was so sociable and so nice towards my family which made me happy.

雯雯 is the best.

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好好戀愛

Warlords and Weitai


Today me and my 老婆 went to watch Warlords together with Ellen and Jacky.

The show was amazing and I was deeply touched. Not to mention that the woman sitting next to me was the one.

Later in the night we went to meet Weitai for a dinner and a couple of rounds of drinks.

Weitai wept that night. I saw how my 雯雯 treated my friends. I was so happy. I was so happy for a couple of reasons. Firstly, my friends loved my 雯雯. She is always so considerate and caring, not only towards me, but also towards my friends. My friends look up to her which means they will love her the same way they will love me. I needed someone that my friends would love to be with.

This is for real. This is not going to be for a week; neither will this going to be for a year. This is a woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. I need all my friends to be comfortable with her as they are the people whom I will be facing for the rest of my life. They will also be the people that will be facing my wife for as long as I live.

I always dream that till the day I grow old, holding my老婆 by the hand, we will sit by the beach watching the sunrise. With our hairs as white as the clouds, I will look her in the eyes, saying “I love you”.

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FIRST TIME AT MY PLACE

老婆 at Union


Sorry but its always about me and my 雯雯 now.

I just finished my training from JJ and in the fastest time that I could make, I wanted to meet my 雯雯.

I saw her so beautiful standing there. My heart melt as the anticipation to meet her was too much.

I wanted so much to tell the whole world that Johnny is in love and very deeply he has fell under the 石榴裙下of 雯雯’s. I introduce 雯雯 to almost every single person that I think was required to know. I told Jackson, June, Jean, Alexis, Ivan, Jason, Alexis………..

If only I could get the microphone from Jean, I would have gone up to announce it.

我好爱你啊老婆。


It was about after midnight and its about to send my 雯雯 home. After reaching her place, we sat down and we talked. We sang songs together and we cuddled a little and kissed a little. Time with her was simply amazing. It’s crazy, amazing, enjoyable, comfortable but too short.



Before I knew it, it was already 4am in the morning. Its about time that I said goodnight. I don’t want to but I had to do it. I want to be the first person she sees when she wakes up every morning. I want to prepare breakfast for her every morning. I want to be the person she kisses goodnight before she sleeps every day. I want to hold her hand and walk down the aisle. I want to be able to see us both in white hair, with no more teeth, but I still will be able to tell her in her eyes that…..
我好爱你啊老婆。

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WARLORDS AND WEITAI

老婆这些不能吃

老婆这些不能吃

raw food


beef


mutton


pork (dun like Singapore ones)


seafood


frog


turtle


chicken rice (dun like too oily)


cheese



nuts (will get gastric)



milk



coffee

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老婆 at Union

老婆这些吃

老婆这些吃
tea

fish

chicken

beer(carlsberg)


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老婆这些不能吃

Anniversary from this day - December the 12th


Today is the day it started. One year from now will be our anniversary


How stupid of me but I went to attend a SINGLE’S party. I wasn’t single anymore. I belong to my 雯雯.

The party sucked and I kept thinking about my 雯雯. All I wanted was to go and meet my 雯雯.

My 雯雯 was at Brewerkz. I wanted so badly to just leave the stupid party and be next to my 雯雯 but too bad I had friends around and I had to keep my friends company.

The temptation was too much and I decided to braze up enough courage to tell my friend that I wanted to go meet my 雯雯. Thank Lord that when I told my friend that I wanted to leave my friend was willing to leave together with me. I got a free ride and I am going to meet my 雯雯 very soon. So happy I jumped and the anticipation was killing me. Very soon I will be able to get to meet my 雯雯.



I got to Brewerkz within a time that seems like years. I ran. I ran. All the way from the taxi stand to Brewerkz, I saw her. Always so pretty and smiling an angel. Be cool, I told myself. I calmed my breath and I waved and walked up to her. I saw her friends but most importantly I saw her.

She was all that I need I told myself. Her presence, her smell, her smile, her everything was the only thing that kept me going. She gave me a 小鹿乱撞的感觉。我好开心。我要发神经了。

After a couple of rounds, its about that I had to leave. Weitai is at MOS and Alex was at Hooters. I really wanted to spend more time with my 雯雯. I don’t want to meet any of my guy friends at the moment and wanted to be with my 雯雯 but still my friends…..

I summoned the courage and pop the question whether 雯雯 wanted to go with me. It was only going to be for a short while. Apparently I was exhilarated when she said yes. I was so so so happy.

As we walked towards 7-Eleven to get a pack of cigarettes, I could not control myself anymore and I slid my hands towards hers. We probably took like 10 steps and her hands slide towards mine. We folded our hands together for another 10 steps. I slide my fingers towards hers and hers onto mine. I know I was in heaven.

As we walked towards hooters to meet Alex, holding hands together like lovers. I practically embedded the smile onto my face. I was so happy. It was unexplainable. We spoke to each other as if we have dated for years or for decades. Holding her hand was so magical as it felt so right. I know there is no right or wrong in this world but I know she is the right one for me. She completes me. Its like a special medicine. I was cured. It was that magical

Probably with 50 steps we would be reaching “Hooters”, she stopped me and said.

雯雯: 你是不是锺意我??
-- a momentary pause(due to the shock) --
Johnny : 我好锺意你!



This was how she took my breath away by stealing my kiss. It was so soft and she smells so magical. I almost wanted to weep with tears of happiness. It is her. It is her. I never understood that I can be so sure about someone. It is she. It is she. SHE IS THE ONE. SHE IS THE ONE.

I went home that night and prayed. Please let me be together with this woman. Please let me be with my 雯雯. I promise never to kill any cockroaches again. Never!!!! The price I’m willing to pay to be with my 雯雯.

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老婆这些吃

愛得太遲



男︰我過去 抱緊她 早晚共對
到了紮職以後 自覺太累
而即使相約到 亦無言共對
疏淡如水

女︰我過去 也只因 工作萬歲
我愛侶極介意 跟他比對
而最怕再奮鬥 做強人下去
有哪個能追

男︰最心痛是 愛得太遲
女︰有心傾訴 不可等某個日子
男︰盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
合︰夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志

女︰誰會在意 誰會及時
男︰只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合︰忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好
男︰偏要推說等下一次

男︰我最愛 等不到 早已別去
卻發覺心太累 沒有眼淚
窮一生想再追 但難尋舊愛
都似獨居

女︰我也怕 習慣了 不靠伴侶
誰和誰又約我 一一婉拒
難碰上我最愛 便獨立下去
卻怕有人催

男︰錯失太易 愛得太遲
女︰怎麼補救 心中的刺永在此
男︰盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知
合︰幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鐘意

女︰忘記上次 唯有及時
男︰只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
合︰為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好
男︰不要相信一切有下次

女︰珍惜我所愛又花幾多秒 這幾秒
男︰能夠做到又有多少
女︰雖一秒
男︰未算少
合︰足夠遺憾望掉

男︰多少抱撼 多少過路人 幾多相愛
女︰不要 抖震
合︰幾多相處了又分
男︰人人在發奮 想起他朝都興奮
合︰但今晚未過 我要過也很吸引

女︰能吻便吻 誰也是人
男︰理想很遠 愛於咫尺卻在等
合︰來日別操心 趁我有能力相親
世界有太多東西發生
男︰不要等到天上擁吻
女︰天空海闊誰與你俯瞰

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OUR ANNIVERSARY

Roberstson Quay



Today is Tuesday and true enough, I have been a bad boy because it is suppose to be family day but yet I decided to meet up with my 雯雯.

She is too important to me now. I cannot keep myself awake by not thinking of her. I cannot sleep without knowing that tomorrow I will get to see her. I cannot work without knowing that she will be there waiting for me after work.

I think I’m in love. And this time round I have fallen deep.

It was Japanese food at Robertson Quay. The food taste extremely nice. I guess everything will taste extremely nice based on the mood that I am in now. She was like an angel sitting in front of me. Smiling like a fool, she looked so beautiful. I am so happy.

Eventually we went to a bar and had a few drinks. It hit me hard when I realized that she wanted to spend more time with me. She did not say it but I knew when she requested for another round of beer. It is either she loves to drink or she won’t mind spending slightly more time with me. I will assume the later as the truth. I am so happy.




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Our First Date



Today was supposed to be our first date. At least for me it was my first date with my 雯雯.

I made my way to JJ Studio. She was there and her lesson just ended. She looked so cute. The long wait was worthwhile. Alas, I can start to spend some time with her and to understand this woman who took my breath away.

We moved on to watch the movie “Enchanted” and although the movie itself was interesting enough, I can’t stop stealing little peeps at this amazing woman next to me. I wanted to reach out and take the first step but I was so afraid it might scare her away, I decided to contain myself.

Dinner was simple yet sweet as we spoke as if we knew each others for years. It is so easy to speak to her. It was so easy and so comfortable.

We took a stroll and ended up at this lounge named “Giraffe”. We sat down and continued talking. There seems to be so much to talk about. There IS really so much to talk about only with her. Her voice, her smile, her presence made me felt to comfortable. Out of the blue, she will say some rubbish which is something that I will do. She will do things that are crazy and those are the same things I will do.

As we lay on the sofa, I really wanted to summon the courage and hold her hand and kiss her. Again, I contained myself. It is not that I do not have the guts to do it. This girl is different. She was so much more different. I needed to know whether this amazing woman likes me. I needed to know.

Why? Because she has taken my breath away.




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ROBERTSON QUAY

JOHNNY NOT DANCING!!!!!


“邮差叔叔” I yelled. She turned and she smiled. Her smile is so amazingly sincere. She looks crazy but she charmed me the way that I can only be charmed. It seems simple but I know things are not going to be the same from this point forward.

I just missed my training today and I just attended Daphne’s surprise birthday party. But at this particular moment, looking at her I know what I wanted was to be here.

I don’t even feel like dancing tonight. I only want to sit down and talk to this girl. The more I talk to her, the better I feel. It’s unexplainable. Johnny not dancing, its like, it’s like Bush not loving war!!! What is happening?? Whatever!!! Just let me do something I like? Something that I know I will be happy and yes was I happy. It’s probably been a while I have felt so warmed and comfortable with someone. Someone I know I wanted to know more and understand more.

It was such a pretty night when she agreed to go to a movie with me on Sunday. I know God has been fair. Sleep has never been sweeter.
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七友



為了她 又再勉強去談天論愛
又再振作去慰解他人
如難復合便盡早放開 凡事看開

又再講 沒有情人時還可自愛
忘掉或是為自己感慨
笑住說沉淪那些苦海 會有害

*因為我 堅強到 利用自己的痛心
 轉換成愛心 抵我對她操心
 已記不起我也有權利愛人

誰人曾照顧過我的感受
待我溫柔 吻過我傷口
能得到的安慰是失戀者得救後
很感激忠誠的狗

誰人曾介意我也不好受
為我出頭 碰過我的手
重生者走得的都走 誰人又為天使憂愁
甜言蜜語沒有 但卻有我這個好友*

直到她 又再告訴我重新被愛
又再看透了我的將來
完成任務後大可喝彩 無謂撘檯

別怪她 就怪我永遠難得被愛
然後自虐地讚她可愛
往日最徬徨那刻好彩 有我在

REPEAT*

白雪公主不多
認命扮矮人的有太多個 早有六個
多我這個不多 我太好心還是太傻

未問過她有沒有 理我的感受
待我溫柔 吻過我傷口
能得到的安慰是失戀者得救後
很感激忠誠的狗

誰人曾介意我也不好受
為我出頭 碰過我的手
重生者走得的都走 誰人又為天使憂愁
甜言蜜語沒有 但卻有我這個好友

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JOHNNY NOT DANCING

痴线蜘蛛的蜘蛛丝缠住树枝


This is how it all happened.

The first time our eyes met was at Union Square. I vividly remembered it was at the smoking area next to the toilet. A pretty lady by itself but I just looked and walked away.

What do I know??? Apparently she was Ellen’s friend. Her name is MAN. What a name??? Crazy asses….

So we met and was just had a light exchanges of words. No sparks, no lights, no fireflies. Things were simple. It was plain nothing.

I remembered the second time our eyes met. Yet again it was at union. This time round the feeling I get was different. I wanted to look and stare and gaze at her. She probably wouldn’t know as she was happily sipping on her beer. But for me, to be able to steal my breath away from my dance to steal a peep was never simple. Yet I am contented to be able to stay it as so. I would probably walk over and say hi to Ellen but I knew what I really wanted. Guess what was the first topic we talked about? Oh dear lord, tongue twisters!!! Damn!! Who the hell does tongue twister nowadays. And so she said痴线蜘蛛的蜘蛛丝缠住树枝. I said what the???? Apparently it was only the beginning; the earlier was the simpler one. Here goes the crazy crap. 邮差叔叔送信纯熟迅速送出. Impressionable!!!

End of the day I probed the question to Ellen whether her friend was available. Apparently she was. So it all happened on that night where I told Ellen that the next time I am going to see her friend again. I would go up to her and get her number.

The court ship begins on the third time I saw her. And guess again. Yes yes yes, it was at union square. Where else??

“痴线蜘蛛” I yelled and there she is, standing yet so pretty and amazing. I saw her eyes sparkled and I knew I had to do something. “Smoke lah, sister”.

“Give some face la” Could I have your number, and the entire story started with a “痴线蜘蛛”.



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