Trip to KL

Today was a very sad day. I had to go to Kuala Lumpur for a business trip. I knew that I wont be able to meet my 雯雯 for at least for another day or two. The thought of it was already driving me crazy. Too crazy!!!! I cannot bear to leave my 雯雯 alone in Singapore. I know I should not be that possessive but I knew that I just couldn’t. I love this woman too much.

I board my coach with a heavy heart. A heavy heart that I know I couldn’t carry. It was just too heavy. My heart was buried deep in Singapore but my body has traveled cross the border of Malaysia.

雯雯 was drunk that night. I was very upset. Initially I was very worried for my 雯雯. I cannot say much but I was angry that I was not in Singapore to take care of her when she is unhappy. I got angry and very very angry when I heard that my 雯雯 was upset over some stupid shit that happened before. I was furious when I know that my 雯雯 was thinking of someone else and not me. I was upset. My eyes were tearing and my heart was bleeding. The pain was excruciating. I broke down.

Only recently I knew the truth and I was ashamed with myself. I was utterly ashamed with the lack of confidence in myself. Ashamed that I did not believe in my 雯雯. Ashamed that I hid secrets from my 雯雯. I hated myself to have caused considerable pain to this woman that I am willing to die for. I feel disgusted with myself.

The truth beyond the truth is that 雯雯 was upset because I did not entirely told her about my ex-girlfriend. Apparently she heard it from someone else and not me. I caused this entire incident to happen. I felt so miserable. I am so sorry 老婆。

我真的好爱你 王婉雯。

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